The worst type of crying is the silent one. The one when everyone else is asleep.The one when you feel it in your throat, and your eyes become blurry from the tears. The one when you just want to scream. The one when you have to hold your breath and grab your stomach to keep quiet. And where it'll leave you breathless, making you gasping for air.
I learnt, a lot this year. I learn how much You love me, ya Allah. And I learn to love You. Saya sayang Allah.